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    posted a message on Leaving or Taking a Break? The Official Leaving Thread [Please Read First Post!]

    TL;DR I’m not interested in being here anymore. Basically I don’t feel like I belong or provide anything of value. For a more detailed explanation if one is so curious, I’ll provide one in the spoiler. Ciao.


    My activity here has deteriorated week after week here, but you know what? I think it’s time to officially take my leave indefinitely. It’s a damn shame too, I really thought of this as my home and the people here as my family, but now neither feels that way to me anymore. For those potentially bothering even taking a look here, I’ll explain why, though some parts will be left purposefully vague and I don’t wish to start a soap opera. Hell no. I already had my fair share of that to last a lifetime, but that’s neither here nor there. It’s simply a way for some potential questions to be answered.

    The simplest reason is that I’m simply apathetic and disinterested in anything forum related these days. I rarely say anything in clubs these days, nor do I discuss topics relating to Pokémon. Mostly Discord is to thank for cannibalizing the activity I previously spent here.

    However, that alone likely wouldn’t have stopped me from stepping away from Azurilland entirely. There’s at least the community who accepts me for who I am and treats me with respect right? No. Well, at least I don’t feel that way. Over time I that I’ve made my fair share enemies (some more hostile and open about it than others), and I’m well aware that I’ve fallen from grace overall. While some of it is admittedly the result of my own mistakes, there’s a good deal of demonizing and disdain that I feel is unwarranted and perhaps hypocritical. Enough about that though. What most demoralizing is the fact that I can’t even provide to those who matter the most to me. I’ve made a lot of friends here who are some of the dearest people I have come to know. I don’t have any friends in person, so the internet is basically my only form of communication and fraternizing. However, I feel at this point I’m a failure. A good number of people who I have befriended have ceased talking to me probably because, unlike me, they have a life, or perhaps they have their own problems. I’m not the most outgoing or assertive individual, but I’ve always there to offer people advice or provide support, but considering hardly anyone comes to me at this point, I guess what I say is useless. There’s other people out there who do that job better than I do anyways. It’s gotten to the point where some contact is so sparse they might as well be strangers.

    So at this point, I’m calling it quits. To those who took time to be with me til the end, I thank you. And in general it was honor to know so many wonderful people here. I just don’t provide anything of use anymore. As of today, I don’t plan on doing anything related to here aside from my football thread (which I might just hand control to someone else) and perhaps a play in the very distant future. I’m sure there are people celebrating my departure so consider this a favor. Now, there’s a slim possibility that I’ll return. Maybe after some soul searching I’ll know how to fix my problems and be a better person, and I’ll be more confident to return. Don’t count it though. My plan is to leave indefinitely. I’ve probably talked way more than I should so I’ll end this here. Farewell.

    Posted in: Introduce Yourself!
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    posted a message on NFL 2018-2019

    CAR at ATL
    LAC at BUF
    MIN at GB
    CLE at NO
    MIA at NYJ
    KC at PIT
    PHI at TB
    HOU at TEN
    IND at WAS
    ARI at LAR
    DET at SF
    OAK at DEN
    NE at JAX
    NYG at DAL
    SEA at CHI

    Posted in: Entertainment
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    posted a message on NFL 2018-2019

    Picking Cincinnati over Baltimore tonight, I’ll pick the rest later.

    Posted in: Entertainment
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    posted a message on MAFIA: The King of Malice *Cancelled Until Further Notice*

    I’ll reserve this time. The new mechanics look neat. Good luck to those participating!

    Posted in: Games and Other Randomness
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    posted a message on NFL 2018-2019

    ATL at PHI

    BUF at BAL
    JAX at NYG
    TB at NO
    HOU at NE
    SF at MIN - San Francisco will show their improvement in due time, but not here. Minnesota is pretty tight.
    TEN at MIA
    CIN at IND
    PIT at CLE - Keep an eye on this one. The Browns may be chumps, but they can surprisingly keep the Steelers on their toes
    KC at LAC
    SEA at DEN
    DAL at CAR
    WAS at ARZ
    CHI at GB - I actually expect an upset here. The Bears actually tend to have the Packers number on many occasions, and they improved a lot i the offseason.

    NYJ at DET
    LAR at OAK

    Posted in: Entertainment
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    posted a message on What are you afraid of?

    Y’all are being real deep with your fears. Meanwhile bees, centipedes, and fire scare me. ;-;

    Posted in: General Chat
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    posted a message on ~The 100 Song Face-Off V7~Black bird, black moon, black sky, black light, black, everything black!!!

    Pokemon Eterna Forest Jazz Cover by insaneintherainmusic: 3.5/10 - WHO PUT VIDEO GAME MUSIC IN MY CHRISTIAN FACEOFF 0/10 While I like jazz as a genre, Eterna Forest never really did anything for me. It was well made and all but I was just bored otherwise.

    WOW by Kwame: 3/10 - As a rap guy, this was quite disappointing. The beat was dull and amateur, the lyrics were forgettable, the added effects were irritating. Next

    7 Years Old by Lukas Graham: 7/10 - This was a sweet song, and I kinda liked it to my surprise. I don't like how the chorus changes constantly, but overall one of my more liked songs this round.

    Let's Get It Started by The Black Eyed Peas: 9.5/10 - What a damn classic. It's such a fun and enjoyable track for me, and always tends to lift my spirits.

    Stonger by Britney Spears: 5.5/10 - I tend to find Britney Spears songs annoying, and this was no exception. At least it was a little catchy.

    Posted in: Entertainment
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    posted a message on ➴ The Endangered V4: Invasion ➶ - Round 27

    Bijou
    Merushii
    Thundawave

    Save Jasper

    Posted in: Games and Other Randomness
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    posted a message on ➴ The Endangered V4: Invasion ➶ - Round 27

    Bijou
    bluejay100
    Bones Barlow
    Merushii
    Paradox
    Solar
    Diarkia124
    Thundawave
    Wheegalure

    Save Kilza

    Posted in: Games and Other Randomness
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    posted a message on ➴ The Endangered V4: Invasion ➶ - Round 27



    Bijou

    bluejay100

    Bones Barlow

    Diarkia124

    Dregran

    Merushii

    Paradox

    Solar

    ~Kilza~

    Crystal

    Thundawave

    Wheegalure

    Save Isa

    Posted in: Games and Other Randomness
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    posted a message on "Do you wish to marry this woman?" "Nope."

    An acquaintance, bordering on friend. We’ve known each other for a while though perhaps not personally.

    Posted in: Games and Other Randomness
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    posted a message on ➴ The Endangered V4: Invasion ➶ - Round 27
    Bijou
    Bolin
    Dregran
    Merushii
    Solar
    Thundawave
    Wheegalure

    Save Jasper

    Posted in: Games and Other Randomness
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    posted a message on ➴ The Endangered V4: Invasion ➶ - Round 27
    Bijou

    bluejay100

    Bones Barlow

    Dregran

    Merushii

    Paradox

    Solar

    Bolin

    Revan

    Thundawave

    Type_Null

    Wheegalure

    Save Isa

    Posted in: Games and Other Randomness
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    posted a message on Poll #171 What's your least favorite HM move?

    For me it’s definitely Cut. I’m surprised it hasn’t gotten mentioned yet. It’s just all around a terrible move, and it’s annoying how trees respawn even after cutting them. Dishonorable mentions go to Flash, Whirlpool, and Rock Smash. Funnily enough, I never minded Defog.

    Posted in: Pokémon General
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    posted a message on "Do you wish to marry this woman?" "Nope."

    I consider you a friendly acquaintance. ^_^

    Posted in: Games and Other Randomness
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